…Happy. Sitting here at the school, watching B doing his homework, looking around the corner to a beautiful fall evening. It’s perfection wrapped up in a little unexpected night.
…Lucky. For reasons listed above plus more.
…Incredibly silly. Didn’t I tell you about playing with the 2 year old’s toys this weekend? And having more fun than he usually does. Yes. I hope I never grow out of this, for as long as I live. I always want my inner child to be out in the open, and not hidden away.
…Pretty. Yeah, I am. Sure I’m wearing my work pants. And an oversized jacket that I stole once belonged to B. But did you see me strut my stuff back there? Ouch. Just because I don’t look like I’m even trying doesn’t mean I don’t feel beautiful and confident and pretty damn great.
…NOT a designer/creative person in any way shape or form. So why do I try?! I do not know. (Yes, Michelle. <3 and respect you so much for being able to do this.)
…Poor. But trying to see the greatness of it. On the way home the other day, I thought about Paris Hilton and how she has never had a financial worry in her life. And for a second I almost envied her, but I know. I know that she will never have half of what I have right now. And I’m only moving up.
…Struggling right now. I know everybody has their own struggles, and we’re trying to work through our’s right now. It has nothing to do with our relationship, that’s all good, so not to alarm you. But there are definitely things that are rather difficult for us to overcome. But we will…sooner or later.
…Missing my family. Because of miscommunication, mainly on my part, my family had Thanksgiving without me. I need to spend time with them, no more putting it off.
…Done. I finally got something out. I actually was doubting if it was even possible, apparently, I was wrong.
I hope everyone is doing great.
Update: We did it. It only took the entire morning, but we overcame. I sincerely believe that anything B and I try together, we can accomplish. Cheesy, but incredibly hopeful.
I’ve also wished I was a celebrity, or my parents were wealthy so I wouldn’t have to worry about money. But their lives are so screwed up and in the end, I think I would prefer my simple life over all the glamour. More of a challenge to succeed!
You always need to feel pretty and pretty damn not for that matter and you ARE only moving up and Paris will never have anything onyou – kudos to you for making your life and all it’s struglles a life worth living!
oops I meant pretty damn hot!
I am
…loving this post. and it’s ok if you’re not creative. that’s what us designer folks are for!
Becca, this was wonderful. Strut your fine self all over the place. It’s easy to know how hot you are when there’s a man who loves you.
Hi, I’m new! Just wanted to say hi and that I’m enjoying your blog!
I like this post. As far as you and your boyfriend struggling, just keep the faith. A lot of relationships is just keeping the faith. So keep on keeping on.
ah multi faceted personality and feelings. welcome to my world. see most recent post for deets!
I really enjoyed this post… it is nice to be able to balance the positives and the negatives at the same moment.
Though, of course, I’m curious as to the details behind the inspiration for this post!
This was such a wonderful post! I’m so happy that you sorted everything out!