About Moi. (101)

1.) Every time I go to my site I get “This is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world” stuck in my head.

2.) It’s very easy for me to get songs stuck in my head. I’m like friggin radio, I go from one song to another without any real reason why.

3.) I have ADHD. And I’m not ashamed to admit it.

4.) Another thing on my list is AvPD. I have a suspicious feeling that I should be ashamed about that, but I’m not.

5.) I have two cats.

6.) I have this weird deal with square. It’s like I’m 10% OCD, everything has to be neat and even like a Square. I have square numbers, but they’re not what you think. They’re numbers, that in the right context, and neat and even. Like, when I’m in the car the volume can’t be 17, it must either be 15 or 20.

7.) I am zipping through these and an unbelievable pace. I think I should have to go slower.

8.) My boyfriend, B, and I got together on August 8th, 2004. I always wanted to get married on August 8th, 2008. (08/08/08) Because that’s ’square’.

9.) I don’t like chocolate. I can tolerate it, but I’d rather have a Sour Punch Straw. <3 sugar.

10.) I’m a sex fiend. One guy in my life actually described me (to my future love of my life) as “The horniest girl ever”.

11.) I think things like not liking chocolate, and being a sex fanatic makes me less of a girl and more like a guy.

12.) Vodka is the greatest alcohol ever. Sometimes I think I should vary what I drink, but when I do I always end up wishing that I had some Vodka instead.

13.) I also think that makes me half-Russian.

14.) I am a pasta fanatic, too. I like to think that I’m half Italian, and that’s why I like it so much.

15.) I have been known to eat cooked pasta with nothing else but some Molly McButter on it, and call it a meal.

16.) I’ve got my deep southern roots that I love. (Fried Okra, Fried Squash, Fried chicken, Fried Green Tomatoes = My idea of the best meal ever.)

17.) But I hate the south. (They’re soo intolerant and Republican.)

18.) I hate cleaning. Therefore I don’t clean during the week and end up spending my weekends cleaning away.

19.) I’m TERRIBLE at calling people. I don’t do it. I hate it.

20.) I have two brothers.

21.) I grew up in a house full of boys. That love sports. I don’t remember when we lived with my mom. It was always 3 boys and me.

22.) I think this is part of why I’m so messy.

23.) I forget EVERYTHING. Besides phone numbers. I still remember my Grandmother’s phone number from when I was 5. She moved from that number 7 years ago. I also remember one of my many phone numbers that I had when I was little.

24.) I knew when I was 12 that I wouldn’t be one of the people that wait for marriage to have sex.

25.) I am so glad I didn’t.

26.) I don’t have any regrets from my childhood.

27.) I have crazy, vibrant dreams almost every night.

28.) When I’m PMS’ing, I become a totally different person. Easily irritated, bitchy, 100x’s more neurotic.

29.) My mother is on her 6th marriage.

30.) And she’s a family and marriage counselor.

31.) But I’m actually proud that she has a degree to be a nurse, and a social worker. I never thought I’d say that.

32.) I think I will change the world one day. With B by my side, we can (and will) do anything.

33.) When I was little, my dad would have our pastors tell him that I was special. That I would change the world. I definitely think that they were right, I just don’t think they knew in what way.

34.) I am atheist, and not afraid to admit it. (B is)

35.) I start things and don’t finish them. All the time. Like 100 times more than anyone else.

36.) I am bisexual. I have been for a while, but B was the first person I ever told.

37.) But I’ve only ever been with one girl.

38.) Part of me thinks I have PMDD. The other part of me thinks I’m just crazy and hormones amplify that.

39.) I love reading dictionaries. I do it for fun.

40.) Because I love words. That’s why I have an RSS feed to a word-of-the-day on my sidebar.

41.) I enjoy programming.

42.) I never go a day without saying I love you to B.

43.) I don’t like sleeping more that 9 hours.

44.) My favorite time of the day is right before the sun sets. I love sunsets, and I love nighttime.

45.) I want to major in Political Science. And minor in English or journalism or something. Or maybe I could double major.

46.) I don’t know where I’ll be in 5 years.

47.) And I don’t care.

48.) I am a procrastinator. Always have been. I used to think this made me a bad person, or a bad student. But now I know it has more to do with ADHD.

49.) One of my teachers in one of the hardest classes of High School told me my senior year, when were doing a project, that I couldn’t be one of the most difficult characters, and handed it off to another ’smarter’ student.

50.) When I become successful, I will go back to him and show him just how wrong he was.

51.) The other teacher I had in that class (there were two) told me that I was very smart, and no problem with the work, but that I just never did the homework.

52.) (I now know that was because I wasn’t getting the help I needed. And I didn’t know I had ADHD.)

53.) I think about what my vows will be to B whenever we get married. I think about it about 4 times a year. (And it makes me cry when I do)

54.) Apple juice is my favorite non-alcoholic drink.

55.) I still feel like I act like a child sometimes. I have a box of 96 crayons. And I love to use them. (I heard about a study that said that drawing helps you relax.)

56.) I am a flaming liberal. A “bleeding heart liberal” if you will.

57.) I love debating. I will debate anyone over anything. And it will get heated if I’m really passionate about it.

58.) I’m am soo not artistic that I think it goes into the negatives.

59.) I still hold a grudge that my aunt and cousin, who used to be a huge part of my life, didn’t go to my graduation. And I didn’t get invited to his.

60.) I hated high school. Don’t miss it, or the people.

61.) Queen Bee is my pseudonym here. I chose it because of the India.Aire song, “Video”
I’m not you’re average girl from your video/And I’m not built like a super model/But I learned to love myself unconditionally/Because I am a queen.

62.) I get so exited it borders on giddy when I go into a library or book store.

63.) I hate coffee and I never drink it.

64.) I like to think of myself as a Tea Girl. But I don’t drink it often, only when I need the extra boost.

65.) Plus, tea has more caffeine and is better for you.

66.) The only place I’ve ever worked that I feel like I fit in was at the Coffee Shop.

67.) I’m not a people person.

68.) I have terrible road rage.

69.) Sometimes I think I won’t make a good lawyer. And then I tell myself to shut up, because I will too.

70.) I laugh and make stupid, immature jokes. Like, HEHE! 69!! DID YOU SEE IT! 69!!!

71.) I also enjoy playing video games.

72.) I don’t like movies that show people being hit. I always cringe and look away.

73.) My family (that I lived and grew up with) are all staunch, conservative republicans.

74.) And now politics is strictly off conversation limits.

75.) I don’t know my mom’s birthday.

76.) I am not scared of growing up. I have little to no worries about birthdays or growing older.

77.) I have a woman’s intuition that is insane. I got it from my mother. Usually, my first impression is always right.

78.) My favorite color is pink.

79.) Even though I watch wedding shows all the time, I have yet to see something that I love so much that I have to have in mine.

80.) I never dreamed of getting married before I got with B.

81.) I still have problems calling myself a woman. I’m still a girl. And don’t call me Ma’am.

82.) I love reading. A lot.

83.) I used to get sick all the time. And then I got with B.

84.) I enjoy working on cars. I haven’t done it much, but I like it.

85.) I wanted a tatoo when I was 18. I am so glad I didn’t get it.

86.) When B and I were still in the early stages, I told him that when I get engaged, I don’t want a huge scene. He said that he DEFINITELY wants to make a huge scene. This secretly made me happy, but I’ve never told him.

87.) Daisies are my favorite flowers.

88) I think I’m the last blogger to not have a digital camera.

89.) But I’m too poor to buy one.

90.) I love drinking things out of straws. I get upset when I don’t have a straw.

91.) I’m the most disorganized person ever to have existed.

92.) I’m in the process of learning sign language.

93.) Summer is my favorite season, but I want to get married in early spring when it’s still kind of cold. (Mainly for my dad, because he hates hot weather, and I want part of my wedding to be outside)

94.) I can’t wait for the day that I’m allowed to paint my apartment’s walls. Everywhere we’ve lived up until now, we can’t per the lease.

95.) I’ve tried marijuana once. And hated it.

96.) But a lot of my friends smoke.

97.) I hate sorority girls. At least the ones here.

98.) I don’t like any kind of sports. And I love that B doesn’t either. I’ve actually told his mom how much I love that about him.

99.) I wish my hands were a bit bigger so I could play the guitar well. I can sorta kinda play it, but it’s really hard for my tiny hands to play it right.

100.) My family told me my whole life to wait to get married, and don’t get married right away. And I think now they’re kind of angry with me that I live with B and we’re not married. And I don’t really care.

101.) I didn’t start keeping a journal until High School. And I stopped once I got a blog. (It’s my journal now.)